Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Nervous Wreck

Seeing the endocrinologist (endo) tomorrow! Need I say more?

I am soooo nervous...and guilty. I've not been a very good "student" lately. Unfortunately I can't influence the "teacher" (endo) with an apple. Sigh!

I'm going through my thoughts on how to approach the appointment, and all I can come up with, besides bawling like a baby, is to keep it real.

I'm going through burn-out in a way. Haven't been logging consistently. Haven't been adjusting insulin needs fast enough. Haven't been strict enough. I feel so darn guilty about all this.

Wish me luck! Well, not really...wish me to have the guts to keep it real...and not cry.

No comments: